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Saturday, 28 August 2004

  • Well it's really early in the morning but i can't sleep, so who cares. to those of you who will actually read this, i don't know what sadistic satisfaction that reading a xanga gives you, but i assure you that i'm probably either giving it up or giving it away. I'm free now, i'm in college and i can't wait to start on monday! i put a new song by RHCP (chili peppers)  so if you like it, turn it up, if you dislike it...then turn the volume down. personally i don't care what you think, and i'm here to let those who read this, know. i'm pretty sure this is the last time i'll ever post due to my classes. i will be taking a whopping 5 classes! over load? ( nah ) i'm gonna be busy and i cannot wait a moment longer. the miserable things that suck is buying the books and crap essential to any college student! i just wonder if i'll have enough money to attend the Incubus concert in Austin. i want to be with my friends, because i miss them already and :( if you read this don't frown...you waste more muscles frowning and crying rather than smiling with a beautiful smile.  smiles feel good and relieve stress.... if you make yourself depressed or make yourself cry...then...get help...because that's not heathly or natural...counseling? whatever.. i hate my xanga with a passion. I guess i'm growing a little more mature with time. well whatever i'm not in the mood to type long ongoing paragraphs for the enjoyment of someone else who loves to do so. if you love to read something, then grab a book and expand your horizons! THE WORSE THAT COULD POSSIBLY HAPPEN IS THAT YOU WILL GET SMARTER! (god forbid that happening) just don't get swallowed into reading all the time. read occasionally and make sure to live life to the very fullest you can. Smile when something bad happens, laugh when you want to cry. talk when you want to be quiet. Run around when you feel sleepy. do things you wouldn't normally do, stand up, sit down, laugh, cry, be happy, be sad, be kind, be helpful, be loving (to all), be faithful, be sporadic, be meaningful, be flagrant, be true to yourself, be true to others, make a new friend, catch up with old ones, love your mom, love your dad (each), love your brothers, sisters, cousins, grandmothers, grandfathers, be kind to strangers, whatever it is you do MEET NEW PEOPLE, MAKE SENSE OF YOUR LIFE, AND DO WHAT YOUR MIND TELLS YOU.  procrastinate later! Procrastinate now! i don't care anymore if you want to leave a comment go ahead i won't stop you. to speak from the mind, speak from the heart, speak from the very expressions as you would speak from your lips.

     

    Get out there and do something about what needs to be done. if you are, keep doing it. i don't care for this xanga anymore. i'll be somewhere else. (i guess i contridicted myself for typing a long paragraph) oh well it was bound to happen sooner or later...leave a comment for everyone except me to see. i hate you xanga...i wish for xanga to be inoperable for a long time. i wish xanga never existed.

     

    i don't want to be here anymore so i'll just downsize everything in a short phrase. "Get up, get out, GET ON WITH YOUR MISERABLE F-ING LIFE. "

     

     

Sunday, 22 August 2004

Saturday, 31 July 2004

  • today's thursday 30, 2004....i'm really nervous. okay well i'll start from the beginning...i woke up at 12 like the bum i am, i was watching joe somebody, i think it's a cool movie, Tim allen comes out, john belluci and others. after a long while it was around 4, and i remembered exactly what today was...i got to studying  right away and i went to my tutor at 8 'O clock. i'm really nervous about this test. I'm more scared than i am nervous honestly...i got out at 10:40 pm and here i am. i have to take my test tomorrow at 8 am. i wish i was a morning person...:(....:(

    I can only count on him to show me the way.....

    .....But only i can take it alone.....

Wednesday, 28 July 2004

  • Well hello, alot has happend since then so i'm going to try to remember as far back as i can. today i went to another party at fudruckers and it was cool, it was a technician party, although some technicians were missing in action. :( tacee was there so it more than made up for it, we don't talk much cause this guy that always does stuff for her, doesn't give me many opportunities to talk. he's like 21, lol. anyway (it's illegal buddy!) after that we went to the mall, just a couple of us techs doing a whole bunch of nothing. i saw lilliana at the mall!!! omg she was super nice to me, she was all pretty and stuff! :D and then we caught tanya at the mall (she works at Hot Topic) so then she talks to me about making a band again....i get such headaches...well i told her i'll let Ray Canales decide cause we're still a duo in the makers of rock/metal/whatever music...so she said ok...after that we went walking some more. i saw marcos garza and michelle barrera working at the mall...michelle looks to skinny nowadays i hope she isn't doing anything bad...:( well i got a ride home from Mrs. Lopez!!! gosh she is awesome i wish she was my mom so i can get the full "lopez experience". i'm going to be helping her move from her old room, because they have assigned her to a new room. she says she doesn't feel comfortable with it. i don't either, she's had that same classroom for so long, it doesn't feel warm cozy english room anymore...she's now the English Department head!!! i was so happy to hear it because she's done so much for everyone and everything, she deserves that spot as HEAD. she's the nicest teacher/friend i've ever had the pleasure of attaining as a mentor. well 3 days from now i will be taking the THEA test. i'm not so nervous anymore because i feel that these past studies are really going to aid me. i haven't had math classes since junior year, that was so long ago, i forgot too many algebra connotations.  but now that i have a tutor i remember so many things i feel better equipped for this test. after that i came home and fell asleep i had a bad headache! it was terrible but i took a nap for an hour and felt better. and kind of took it easy, tomorrow i'm going to do more to better myself at math. i'm still praying...and i don't mind doing it really, i can find sanctuary in it and it's effortless to do. i want to get this test done and over with, and i can't wait to do so. i want to start college already, i want to know what it's like!

     

    i'm not saying you have to, but...can't you atleast try it out before you jump to any conclusions?

                                                         Sincerely, J.E.C.

     

    P.S. I don't really like this background anymore, i think it kind of sucks....but then again it looks cool...it's cool and sucks at the same time. i'm gonna find a better one...laterz 

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